I was rather angry at myself but for the simple reason that how could I get myself disturbed??? Hmmmm.. Senor/Senorita, dont get confused... I am just venting out... Do bear with me....
My diary is not with me today, and I'm feeling very lonely. Ritu (my sister) is sleeping on my bed. Ordinarily, I would have woken her by raging and screaming about invading my bed and then going and occupying her bed(well that the usual way we display our sisterly concern towards each other), but today not in a mood. And the worst part is I spoiled my whole mood. If only my diary had been here... Sigh....
I'm getting nostalgic...
I was never like this before. I was very short tempered and used to start raging at small small stuff... And I used to think having a bad temper was a sign of the Superior Breed. I thought people would respect me automatically if I shout at their faces... So wrong I was... So very wrong...
But one way it was good. People say its very difficult to get along with people who have a bad temper. But I have not faced any trouble as such with short tempered people. Maybe its because I understand the fact that being that the temper they have or potray is not entirely nourished by them. A lot of external factors play an invisble but vital role there.
I realised my mistake and learned it the hard way. But I suppose its always good to learn it the hard way. You would never forget the lesson. Now, my view point is very clear ....
"However up the ladder u climb, the ladder still needs to rest on solid gound in order to support you high up there." So in essence dont ever forget ur roots, even if your branches touch the sky.
Oh my my! Am I geeting a lil bit too philosophical?? But I cant help it. I am the way I am....
"You would never forget the lesson"
"You would never forget the lesson"
These lines are echoing in my brain compeling me to write further on.... The human brain is so very funny. you may not remember what you did 10 mintes ag0 but the brain clearly gives you video images of what you did years ago. I was musing upon how anyone could remember what they did in 2nd standard, when I suddenly realized that I do remember a lot of stuff from my Prep School. Tomorrow I have to ask Amma, as many of the images coming into my mind are blurred. I need to get clarity.
Will get back soon...
